Upon encountering my beloved initially, he ignited a sense of untamed passion within me, prompting a desire to break free from the familiar constructs of my life. Everything I had known and accepted as "my life" seemed to lose its grip as I contemplated diving headfirst into this new reality. His presence effortlessly dissolved my restlessness and feelings of alienation, becoming the catalyst for a profound sense of belonging. I was certain that he was the one destined to guide me "home."
Moreover, I sensed a spiritual intensity, a fiery connection between us from the outset. This connection empowered and emboldened me, yet simultaneously evoked a sense of elusiveness. I wanted to slip through his grasp, always just beyond reach, encouraging him to delve inward and discover his soul. Unbeknownst to me at the time, my actions consistently reflected this inclination. Despite my deep desire to have him in my life, any misalignment with his authentic self would trigger a response, leading to repulsion and temporary separation. It took years for me to recognize this parallel struggle within him. Only then could I begin the process of transformation.
As I approach a reunion with my beloved after nearly a decade, I am acutely aware that the spiritual growth experienced over the past years has prepared me for this moment. In the last 18 months, we both sensed the celestial forces guiding us back together, a conviction strengthened by the divine hand of God. Despite a mix of nerves and excitement, I feel as ready as I'll ever be. Yet, there's a lingering concern about falling back into familiar patterns. While my mind comprehends the concepts of mirroring, energy dynamics, and triggers (or so I believe), it's my heart that raises apprehensions. Amidst feelings of empowerment and exhilaration, vulnerability and fear coexist. I understand that allowing my heart to lead is essential, as the complexities of this journey transcend the limitations of a third-dimensional mind. The challenge lies in healing and elevating our hearts, trusting that the present moment unfolds as it should, even when the destination remains unknown.
The illusion of true safety in clinging to permanence in relationships or situations becomes apparent. Life and growth thrive in the eternal now, resisting the pull of dwelling in the past or projecting into the future. Many awakened individuals find themselves in situations that no longer serve their highest good, holding on to the hope of a future that may never manifest. This misplaced reliance on external validation hinders personal growth and delays the realization that the journey is primarily about self-discovery.
Living in the present moment becomes the key to love, awakening, balance, and authenticity. It's a conscious choice that transcends the distractions of the external world. While responsibilities tether us to our human reality, the beloved beckons us toward a higher calling. Through our 5D connection, we glimpse the true reality of our eternal life and ascension "home" with our beloved, recognizing all else as an illusion. However, embracing this reality requires an active choice.
In essence, waiting for a union shouldn't postpone the experience of living fully. The choice to do so is available at any moment. It hinges not on the actions of the beloved but on trusting the heart's wisdom. The desire for union must align with faith, and true readiness emerges when self-limitations are shed, and attempts to control the beloved are relinquished. Rather than imposing timelines, it involves freeing ourselves and embracing life with the beloved rooted in trust rather than entitlement.
No, dear souls! What we need to comprehend is the genuine essence of surrender. It does not entail relinquishing the connection; rather, it involves letting go of attempts to control the connection and its outcome, opening up to all possible scenarios. It is a definitive release from the illusion of separation. God is present to guide us through this connection, but we must first acknowledge our proximity to Him. Let's not fear surrendering our "free will," as in doing so, we gain something far more potent: the divine will. Holding onto our desires only obstructs our path.
Even in separation, there is much we can accomplish. The journey doesn't end there, and a purposeful life remains within our grasp. Starting today, we can fill the vast emptiness within ourselves with genuine love, always accessible in the present moment through our internal connection to the Source of all things. Otherwise, we risk stumbling and succumbing to our neediness.
Another crucial realization is that there is only One God—neither your beloved nor yourself, though He resides within you. Do not elevate your beloved to the status of God; release the notion that they alone hold the key to your happiness. They cannot bear the pressure, and the union in this earthly realm, with all its human imperfections, cannot withstand it. Instead, learn to know and love yourself, flaws and all, recognizing that the person in the mirror is merely a reflection of you. Extend compassion to your beloved, acknowledging their mistakes and struggles in balancing spirituality and human nature.
Attempting to understand how God works or what is meant for us is futile. We must be willing to let go of preconceived notions. Love dissolves human boundaries, revealing the truths of love, oneness, and interdependency. This journey teaches us to "love our neighbor as we love ourselves" with compassion and reverence, devoid of conditions or expectations. Mastering the path of love involves a conscious act of will, not a mere plunge into it. Giving love precedes receiving love, as divinely ordained. Eventually, polarities balance, allowing both individuals to remain in the eternal moment where love resides and is continually renewed.
Letting go of fears and aligning with our hearts leads to a life filled with love, guidance, magic, and purpose. The relinquishment is only of mortality, futile searches, and pain. However, the choice must be made to take responsibility for our decisions, not hide behind unhappy marriages, cultural conditioning, or challenging upbringings. God moves when we move for ourselves.
When I reunite with him, I am aware of the impact I have on him, and vice versa. While my presence may calm his restless spirit, he won't be entirely "safe." True safety lies in embracing the spiritual fire that connects us to God, ourselves, and others. To renounce this fire is to live a weakened existence. Safety equates to loving his real soul, caring for his salvation as much as mine, and fulfilling the roles assigned by God to find and guide each other through the human experience back "home."
As much as I desire my beloved in my life, I cannot cease being his mirror and a spiritual fire starter. I cannot prevent triggers or suppress the alchemical fire that purifies us. However, I can master myself, a goal for all to strive toward.
The truth is that your beloved is the one to lead you "home," irrespective of their actions or words. This isn't a fleeting infatuation; it's an ever-expanding love that strengthens with each unveiled truth, revealing our magnificence year by year. True love is deeply rooted in our spiritual nature and resonance, transcending even the limits of mortality.
Dear beloved souls, do not fear living. The love shared with your beloved is eternal and protected. Experience the world and love in all its forms, triggering each other, running, chasing, and reaching for the highest stars. True love cannot be taken away. Find joy in allowing this love to remain free. Live as if the union is already here, for in the higher realms, it indeed is. Courage, faith, and devotion are required, and the first step is yours to take.
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